1st day of Animangaki
(camwhore version only. no proper pictures in my hands yet)

Character: Light Yagami black version
Anime/Manga: Death Note












3 and 1/2 bachelors are up for grabs ladies! Choose your man!
lolz, fooling around with Beat's PSP camera. Pulling off our macho looks along with those cool aura. hahahah..















Light Yagami's 1001 on How to Get to a Girl's Heart.
Tip number 394:-

Take her by surprise everytime you have the chance to do so. Girls love surprises even if it's at the most random time place and moment. They love attention from their man.
Bonus: Flowers always do the trick.




Day 2 at Animangaki (camwhore version)

Character: Shaoran
Anime/Manga: Tsubasa Reservior Chronicles













Barret is taking pictures with the lovey-dovey couple of the day. Yes, my Sakura and I was dubbed as the lovey-dovey couple. Our sweetness as a couple caused a few passerbyers have cavaties. We cling to each other for the whole day and people even passed me as a guy! XD how sweet is that?!

Too bad we missed the final dance. D= could have pawned the hall.. LOL



The sweet sweet couple~~~~ ahahahahahha. I think I would want to do this couple again with Yuoichi. => had fun when doing so~~~ whee~~














*all the pictures are creditted to their rightful owner -shawn, andrew and beatbox*

Labels: animangaki, beatbox, deathnote, light, raito, sakura, shaoran, tsubasa, yagami

hello!!!

ahahaha.. yes pepol!! today I'm less angsty and more cheerful after having my rest..

so last weekend, I went to Sun-U Animangaki. For first timers, these amazing people eventually pulled off an amazing event!!!! I had loads loads loads of fun despite lack of sleep due to being anxious to wait for this day. hahahah.. No really.

okay let's recap on day 1

On the first day I managed to sleep around 4 o'clock and to be awaken at 6. Fell asleep and awaken one hour later to rush off to get ready into my costume. @___@ well.. not really a costume if you are doing Light Yagami. I was doing the 'working version'. orz.. should have bring along a red apple, my own Death Note and wear a platform!!! God, it's such an embarrassment for me and my cosplay partner Tara-san. I am so very much shorter than my Misa and the rest of the other 5 Misas in the hall @___@;;; imagine that.. hahahah.. Will seriously going to make a remake of our Death Note group in the future with a taller Light. Ne, Tara-san.. actually it's alright if you want to cling to my arms. Just don't hesitate ^^ We are a couple at that moment and we did agree to be in a group. So... yeah ^^.

Besides that, cheered for Sky and Yuoichi when they performed nico nico douga. even though they did not win the karaoke competition, still they do it in the name of having fun and enjoying the moment. After the cheering for them, had done a few Death Note photo session. Then, we went for lunch and found out the cafeteria only have 2 stalls open. WTF.. still we have our lunch.. LOL

uhmm.. and then... I guess I've been loitering around after my Misa went off.

After the event, went to the huddle and meet up with the other ES21 cosers. 8DD unbelievable on how many Hani and Anna managed to rope in a lot of cosers.. So we had dinner (my meal was the last to arrive due to a problem they say). So, when my food arrive... I gobble my food liek a pig XDDDD I was hungry la wei and I think I gobbled down the steak under 5 minutes minus sharing with the others.. ahahaha.. orz.. yeah.. the girls said my appetite is like a guy's. Yes, I have a pretty damn big appetite.

orz.. and then a lil drama happened when Yuo / Marco went missing.. Hohohoho.. We were scared the shit of our lives but thank god she was found by Ezard. It was around close to midnight where she was spotted near Hani's housing areas.

stayed up until 4 a.m again to iron my costume for tomorrow's event. DAMN IT'S SO FRAKING HARD TO IRON THE STUBBORN WRINKLES AWAY!!!!

then went straight to bed after having a dose of Yaoi and Aoi/Kai fluff fanfic.


lolz.. okay now Day TWO...

Sky picked me and my cousin from my house around 11a.m and went straight to Hani's place cuz my cosplay partner Yuo was there and she's suppose to be Sakura from Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles.

We get ourselves ready from Hani's house since our costume is very the much troublesome and tot think we would change at the event.... such hassle! Except for Yuo's skirt. Ahahaha.. help her to change over at the event because tak muat kereta lah kalau die pakai skirt.. SO by the time we had finally change and securing my cosplay partner so she won't go missing, we took the crowd for a few minutes when we made our not-so-grand-but-still-a-bit-grand-because-people-just-love-Clamp-and-we-are-doing-the-lovey-dovey-couple-shaoran and sakura-so-we-kinda-entered-the-hall-with-a-grand-entry-kind-of-way.

I was about to eat my doughnut and my Sakura had just had her drink can opened when we were approached by some people to take pictures of us. At the moment I was holding a pair of jeans and thank god Reno is around. XD Hired Reno as our butler for 5 minutes. He is a good butler and always will be. LOL

XD the most epic thing happened on that day is that we were dubbed as the lovey-dovey couple. LOLz... yes.. we heard people squealing and ogling us from afar. Pfft.. Can't blame them cuz Yuo and I practically are clingy and lovey dovey kind of people. (Poor to my future partner... I'm obsessive ad clingy! >D) At one point, we actually stood out in the middle of the hall dancing to the slow music LOL. ( I wonder if there's any candids of those moments). Then, Tomoyo/Sky came in with Kurogane/Dante. XDD

Dante is ever-ly so Kakoi for being our Kurogane. Seriously the dude even have an instant fan from a passerbyer while we were doing a photo shoot. lucky you man~~~ XD

But due to our photo session, we missed the last dance back at the hall.. yet redeemed when a few songs came up. LOLz.. oh yeah, we even got a few 'kids' XD This one guy approached us wanting a picture together and said he'll be the son in the picture. OMG so cool la that guy.. ahahaha.. Btw the pics will be up soon in my myspace and my facebook.. 8DDDD

buh bye pepols i has too goo NAO!

+sorry for the horrible grammar, rojak bahasa and english and the spelling mistakes+

okay, so Streamshyt decided to fail on me for almost 24 hours.

I totally missed the news about MJ's death!
God I really really love the man!

My siblings and I grew up listening to his music. I still remember the day when mom decided to pop in her DVD collection and get us to know this amazing man.

Yesterday, June 25th. Mikael / Michael Jackson passed away to cardiac arrest (which some said it wasn't the truth.. whatever)

Let him be at peace and at God's side. His name and song will move on. He will be remembered.

Peace man. Love ya.

Hey yo Pepol!!!!

life have been great after the last 12 hours.

I managed to catch Transformers 2: Revenge of The Fallen at Sunway Pyramid. It is one cool movies I tell ya. Loving the graphic and the humour. I'm seriously in deep debt towards Michael Bay for making me to actually love this old school cartoon. I missed how much I was devoted to it back when I was young where I would switch on FoxKids and wait for it. LOL yea... such wonderful memories...

Watched it together with my shinobu-chin. XD she just woke up when I sent a message to meet up. LAwL. Such a lucky day for you eh, Honey? Bangun pagi (tengahhari) ada org belanje tengok Transformers. LOL. Huddle you belanje me makan la~~~~ XDD

For the moment, I can't wait for the weekends. =DDDD
I'm sooo looking forward to Animangaki <3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Harap Maaf. Permohonan Kolej Anda Ditolak'... yeah wtf.. but I guess it's a sign that says it's a start before I get serious about moving out from my parent's..

That aside, I have a few stalkers aftering me in Facebook and Myspace after I put up some new pictures. Orz.. I'm like... WTF is it with this people??? If they really want to be friends with me I don't mind and would be glad to have them as friends but do they really have to put such lines that suggested different meanings? Please, I am not desperate. So stop harassing me with those unappropriated words and those stupid low class porno camwhore you have.

I don't get you in-denial-lesbian-girls-who-prefers-pengkid-just-becaue-they-can't-do-the-seme-work.. like... What the f***.... Just because I possess those boyish/manly looks doesn't mean that I'm interested with your kind. Is not that I am against homos but please... These Mutha Fucka Biatches harasses me to the point that I may not stop this stupid ranting to who knows when and I don't give a shit if I am cursing because I just felt like doing so and no, I am not going to regret it if my Dad stalks my blog and confront me about cursing online and having my free hair pictures going around the net because I'm not going to wear it until I feel I am, plus I just don't know what else to rant on about this because currently I am out of words and my fingers wants to talk.

Pfft~ And If I am a boy, I would be gay...

No, shit...

I prefer penis over vagina thank you.. and boobs are a turn off for me. No, really.. I don't like them. They are such annoying obstacles for me if I want to snuggle up with my significant other.. so yeah.. Get my point? So, back off unless you're a flat chested girl with a biological penis. I mean it.

Okay, got that out from my shoulder.. Phew~
uhhh.. well.. lately I find myself stuffing my face with junk food instead with the greens and proper meat. Urgh.. yeah bad habit and I kinda feel the effects. Sluggish and easily tired and sleep deprived because at one point. I could only sleep for two hours this one particular day and it hits me that it's because I've been drinking alot of Coke. Ahh.. yes.. Coke.. One of my fav drug.. It's too irresistable but I have to tone it down..

and I just realised I'm getting FAT. LOL.. yeah, I know some people just can't see how and most of the time I'm looking all slim and stuff (omg, perasan nye.... LOLOLOLOLOL) but seriously,my fat loves to settle on my forearms and thighs. D=
They are so freaking huge and I soo need to exercise. =3= somemore, I will be joining a big serious project for next year's Movie Carnival. I seriously need to keep in shape. =P
will be crashing my College's gym soon. Oh, how my friends would be so surprise with this...

okay.. enuf with my rantings.. Over and Out~~

GAZETTE MEME THING.

1. Name
Not disclosing em.. =P

2. Birthplace
3rd planet from the sun.

3. How long have you been a Gazette fan?
if you meant being a fan girl that goes "OMG!! I'M LIEK DYING HAPPILY TO SEE THEM"*squeals annoyingly* or "I'M GONNA KILL THAT BIATCH FOR BEING WITH THEM" i have never... but fan-ing all over their music and the messages they are trying to say through and appreciating the beauty of their visual art... I would say close to 1 year.

4. How did you first come across Gazette?
randomly typing something on youtube (yes, the wonderful world of youtube.. so please PSC, it's the only place where i know moar great artist from your company!!)

5. Who's your favourite member?
AOI! enuf said.. orz wait.. a lil of KAI too! XD but imma stick to AOI

6. What do you like about your favourite member:
1- he is a dork who is in denial on his age.
2- he is a food lover and would complain if there is no food.
3- he is shy and a loner (LOL)
4- he is just being silly about being careful
5- he is a great musician and i love his guitar skills.

7. Something you don't know, but would like to know about that member:
nah, I would prefer he himself telling what he wants to tell, even though the temptation to know more is overwhelming. I respect him to lead a double life so he could live peacefully. Same applies to the other members..

8. Which of the members have you written letters or fanmail to?
all the five of em XDD mostly to Kai.. D= his recent looks worries me. he should get more rest.. a leader or not, he should not kill himself because of overworking!

9. Something about you that changed when you became a fan of Gazette:
I appreciate the art of make up as I myself is a photographer. Wonders of make ups..

10. Your favourite Gazette song and why:
Personal fav?... currently, I would say Guren. It hits deep when the lyrics sinks in.

11. The song you'd like to hear most at lives:
Social Riot Machines

12. The song you listen to when you feel down or sad:
Ride with the J-rockers or something really crazy from them.

13. When you are ill, the song that makes you feel better:
uhhh...... I'm not sure. I don't listen to music when I'm feeling ill.

14. The song you listen to when you are happy:
Art Drawn by Vomit, Cassis, Wakaremichi, Last Bouquet, LOLz.. ok.. i listen to all of em! but Silly God Disco got me going!

15. The song which influenced you the most:
if you mean on my art work.. I would say Guren and Nausea and Shudder =D

16. The first Gazette song you ever heard:
Filth in Beauty.. no doubt bout it.

17. Is there a song you can sing perfectly without having to look at the lyrics?
Silly God Disco and Guren!

18. A Gazette song you'd like to sing at Karaoke:
omg.. Guren and Chizuru

19. Have you seen Gazette live?
I hope in the future...

20. If you have, what were your thoughts? If you haven't, are you planning on attending a live and how?
One day when I'm no longer depending on my parents.. whee

21. At violent Gazette lives, where do you always stand? Or if you haven't been, where would you like to stand?
the closest to Aoi's side. fo sho babe!

22. What style do you (or would you like to) attend Gazette lives in? (Clothes, make-up, etc)
depends on the season.. but a simple tee and jeans would do.. no make ups.. my skin is sensitive enuf...

23. Name a few necesseties for attending a Gazette live:
a change of clothes!

24. Do you (or would you) always fill out the after-live questionnaire?
i wouldn't know...

25. Something you've started collecting because of Gazette:
In planning... =w=.

26. Which Gazette costume series do you like most?
I personally love Silly God Disco and Disorder

27. One item you like in Gazette's goods range: (Or if you don't own any, one thing you'd like to have)
.....i have nooo idea...

28. Your cellphone's ringtone:
my personal mix

29. Your cellphone's wallpaper:
A silhouette of a snake

30. Cellphone strap:
none

31. PC wallpaper:
Aoi-kun from ProTools HD mag.

32. Does your email address have something to do with Gazette?
nope.. it's too obvious..

33. A place you go to frequently:
the mall..

34. Your favourite shop:
ehh.. i don't know i don't really have one.. though i miss Kinokuniya haha

35. Your favourite CD shop:
i don't have one...

36. A magazine you read frequently:
i don't read magazines

37. Recommended CD:
O__o;;;

38: Do you have pets?
it's a zoo here

39. Do you visit the Gazette OHP frequently? Which page within do you visit the most?
yes i do! it's very cool... um, i often go to the News page..not as frequently as I used too

40. An artist other than Gazette who you think is noteworthy:
too may to list.. too little time..

41. An artist you like out of those signed to PS Company:
none that i could think of...

42. A member whose words you were surprised by: (in a magazine article, MC, radio show etc)
Reita to be soo wise with his words.. and to know Kai is a very optimistic and confident person... too confident actually..

43. If you could become one of the members for a day, who would you become and why?
I wanna be Reita~~ XDD and I just feel like it. XD maybe because I want to know what that little blond head of his was thinking all the time?

44. If the world ceased to exist tomorrow, which member would you like to spend your last day with?
I think it would be Aoi.. orz no.. maybe Ruki?.. oh no.. Uruha!! no no.. Reita would do.. but Kai.. XDDD okay can't choose.. I want to be with them all.. LOLZ

45. Which member would you like to go to karaoke with?
Ruki! Even though I know I might lose to him LOLZ.

46. Which member would you like to go drinking with?
if it's coffee.. maybe with Aoi but if it's to the bar.. Uruha for sure.. but then again he drinks too fast and it will be a big bummer...

47. Which member would you like to go to an oshare bar with?
of course KAI!!! duh~~ LOLZ.. but i don't really like oshare =/

48. Which member would you like to cook for?
Aoi, he semed to be please as long there's food...

49. Please arrange the members according to who you think would change the most when drunk (least changed to most changed):
Uruha-Aoi-Reita-Ruki-Kai... .___. maybe?

50. Please arrange the members according to who you think would make the longest telephone calls from shortest to longest:
I'm sure Kai would be the longest cuz he is the leader. so it's Kai-Ruki-Uruha-Reita-Aoi

51. If you had to substitute in a Gazette live, which part would you choose to play?
the crowds XDD

52. One thing you like about Gazette (physical):
their hairstyle and piercings =w=

■RUKI SERIES■

53. Your first impression about Ruki:
fashion-wise. I love all of his hairstyles.

54. What name do you call him by?
Ruki-chan / Ruki o chibi <---- please don't kill me.

55. Are you good at drawing?
I'm and art student. what do you think?

56. Have you fallen off of a jungle gym?
uh yeah... no pain no gain..

57. If Ruki was really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
I would feel proud for him if he is under friend and brother but as a lover, I would feel quite unsafe cuz Japanese fangirls are scary.. Would have to hide my identity all the way.. +swt+

■URUHA SERIES■

58.Your first impression about Uruha:
Goddess!!! Just like his stage name!

59. What name do you call him by?
Urupon! or duckie lips!

60. Did you know at first that his name was pronounced "Uruha"?
yeah.. why? was it not suppose to?

61. Do you gargle every day?
..wtf with the question?

62. If Uruha was really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
1. I would like him to pass his make up artist's number
2. I would like him to bring back alot of pretty souvenirs whenever duty calls.
3. I would totally love him no make up or no make up short pants or no short pants.. well.. he did wore a skirt back when they 1st started XD;;;

■AOI SERIES■

63. Your first impression about Aoi:
WTH is a Miyavi look-a-like is doing in this band? oh hey, I like his guitar skills! and his half-skirt-half pants is cool!!

64. What name do you call him by?
Aoi-sama/Prince of Darkness & Dorkyness

65. Do you have a lip/navel piercing?
no.. I can't pull those off and look pretty.. =<

66. Were you born in the city?
yeap....

67. If Aoi was really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
if he was my brother and friend, I would so be proud of him for he had left for Tokyo in determinace to be in a band. It was a stupid move.. really but things work out and I can never be really more proud for him... As a lover? oh.. tempting question.. this is one hard guy to please.. seriously.. I would most likely stressed out my definition of being a couple differs wayyy from his view.. Aoi get a family already! you are already 30!!!

■REITA SERIES■

68. Your first impression about Reita:
I f*cking love his hair and his bass skill.. He is my God of Bass.

69. What name do you call him by?
Reita / Dork-ita

70. What do you call the thing he wears on his nose?
noseband. what? is it not suppose to be called a noseband? Chicks and dude digs it LOL!

71. Out of the Shinkansen, which do you think is the fastest?
the radar jet.

72. If Reita were really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
I would personally be the one teasing him and calling him a dork cuz he is such a nice and fluff-related person. He likes to fool around so I'm sure being a friend or relative is so much more fun when it's with him. A lover? I would be tempted to test his patience.

■KAI SERIES■

73. Your first impression about Kai:
hey he may be the one which seems to be forgotten, but when he smiles, the rest will be forgotten! =D

74. What name do you call him by?
Kai

75. Are you good at cooking?
I suck big time.. seriously.. D=

76. Where do you think the state of New Jersey is?
do i look like i care with this question?

77. If Kai were really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
I would be so happy and obligated to make him happy and smile. He is the sunshine of the group. any one will melt whenever he smiles and laugh. Its contagious. Bless you Kai!

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78. Represent each member with just one or two kanji (if you don't know kanji, describe each member with just one word):
[fails at knowing lots of kanji ;_____;]
1. Ruki - Chibi
2. Aoi - Big brother (hahaa sorry)
3. Uruha - Creative
4. Kai - happy! 幸
5. Reita - Mystery

79. Compare each member to an animal:
1. Ruki - Chihuahua
2. Aoi - Wild Horse
3. Uruha - Horse or Peacock
4. Kai - Cat or Rabbit
5. Reita -Parrot

80. Compare each member to a colour:
Ruki - Gold
Aoi - Black and White
Uruha - Purple
Kai - soft but brivant colour!
Reita - Red

81. According to you, Gazette is:
One of the best indie bands which tries on every different type of sounds. They bring along some messages through their songs which quite need a few time to understand after sorting it out. Their art in music and visual on stage had never failed to amaze me. They are gifted musicians and deserved the fame they have now.

82. Your expectations from now on for Gazette:
Ganbaro minna! Will always cheer for you guys and will start collecting your albums right after i graduate!

Today is one of the longest most challenging day in the history of my modeling life. LOLZ.. yeah..
No, I don't model for those fashionable clothes etc.. I model for a cosplay photo shoot.

It was long and hectic, and if you asked what character I did? Well.. It's hard to explain cuz it's not a mainstream anime/manga and only hardcore fans knows this.

If any one recognize Miyagi You, that's my character. XD and yeah it's a male character. A 30 something Language Lecturer with a laid back attitute and a heavy smoker. He tends not to care much about things around him but he actually do cares for people who is attached to him. Yeah, it's from a romance manga/anime and quite cracky too.

Not suitable for the weak heart if you want to look up. Don't tell me i didn't warned you~~~ *wink*

Oh, and for tommorrow, I will be doing two photo sessions. One in the morning as Deidara from Naruto and in he evening as Kururugi Suzaku from Code Geass.. =3

Yeah, hectic.. I know~~~

hohohoh.. guess what? I just got back from Yamcha-ing with the fellas...

It's a total epic day today at Sunway Pyramid... We have almost all of the famous movie characters parading from the blue atrium to the orange's.

I came as Severus Snape. Professor Snape to you, thank you. Well, I maybe the most unrecognizable character but I had a lot of fun parading with my Harry Potter group, walking around and parading while having fun with my oh so lovely-airy-whoosh-whoosh-robe-slash-cape.


My shinobu-chin somehow got a pair of platforms and literally went around saying I'm the uke of the day.. ERK.. no effing way I'm gonna agree on that!! No way!!! Hence, Draco/my soon to be Schniezel is hitting on me.. LOLz.. oh yeah.. Hermoine is hitting on me too..
and .. yeah.. Snape is being bullied by his students.. they seemes to like the 'nice and kind-hearted' Snape. LOLz.. uhh okay.. maybe I was Uke-ish for the moment.. but who cares!! XD DracoxSnape is kinda hot for the manga version LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL... okay.. I'm practically burning some of my readers' eyes... orzs.. sorry sorry...

Ah.. yeah.. I kinda went OOC too when Hermione was nominated as a finalist for the best march-person-kind-of-thing.. it paid off when she won it~~ soo yeah!! ^__^

okay... I'm going to bed now.. I'm effing tired.. LOL

I'm not sure what is happening.. but I'm broken beyond repair.

I have this feeling of hopelessness... It's eating from the inside.

Even though it's all smile and sunshine on the outside, it's pouring to the point it's suffocates and i can't breathe.

I'm losing my faith and my door to belief is shut and locked from the inside.

There's no hands for me to reach, there's no name for me to call.

There's no one.

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finally got that out from my brain~~ a fragment of my thoughts.. whee~~ now back to happy cheerful self 8D

I feel so poetic lately.. LOL

How I wished everything is not as hard as it seems now. Not as complicated as we all seemed to think. But it seems that whatever it is, God is trying to imply that life is all about making decisions. Decisions. A word I find myself to not to like it. Had I let out a heavy sigh as I stood before two doors.

Doors which I had to choose either one of them.

One which looks magnificient and marvelous, while the other look simple yet offers more than how it looks.

Should I choose the one that might leead me to Wealth, a man that offers alot of things?

Or should I choose the one that is less interesting, yet brings a whole lot more to a person named Life? A part of me urged to take on the fame and fortune, while the heart told me otherwise.

Greed came to me, fueling me with those promising words. Wealth, Fame..
Those two things that a human had ever craved for to be with. Had he dragged me to the door, but came in Sense. Putting a halt on my pace, pulling me away from Greed, right back to the first spot I had stood.

Then, came in Logic into the picture. Together, with Sense, she reasoned with me.. About the possibilities I could achieve if I do every single thing along with Heart and Soul.

So here I stood...

Still trying to make up my mind..

A muse I kept to myself this whole time.. and wondered if I could choose between these two doors.

kenape aku rasa tetiba macam blog aku ni dilawati daripada blog2 yg menandungi benda2 berkaitan dgn politik?

macam what the F je...

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So mereka2 yg igin mempromo blog polit base dalam shout out box aku, plz2 la lupakan niat korang.. aku rasa macam what the F je bila aku click kat link korang.. sbb aku x berkenan~~

so please.. sia2 korang nak tarik aku masuk mana2 pihak sbb politik negara ni dah cukup Fudged up~~~